Since I couldn't find only one quote that inspires me, I made a collage of the ones that I've lived my life by now and that I want to have in my thoughts this coming year! I also added a music video of Sarah Bareilles, her song King of Anything sums up the way I want to live not only the year 2014, but my whole life. I want to be me. I know that being me is OK since I'm not one of those people who would be cruel or ant to hurt others deliberately. So basically I just want to become even more comfortable with the person who I truly am, even if people want to throw stones at me and some try to belittle my interests and believes.

The first quote means to me that I actually am going to try and do some of the things that I think would be nice to do. One of them I actually started last year already and will continue this year. I started to learn Finnish. This  for sure is something that I not only want to do, but also have to, since I live in Finland.

The dr. Seuss one means that i really am a person who wants to be liked because of me and if someone doesn't like me for me, but only for the person they want me to be. I don't really want that kind of negativity in my life. I feel that people who want to put me down because I love for example makeup or that I believe that being cruel and mean to others because they believe in being nice to people, are not worth my time.

The third one is for reminding me that even when there are bad times, times that seem like hell, the good times will come too and life is all about ups and downs. The good thing is that there are a lot of ups too!

The fourth one is to remind me of how I used to be. I used to be silent about all the things I cared, thought and wanted for many, many, many years. I sometimes still am like that. I feel that it is important to say what we want and how we feel and not let others push us around. It doesn't mean that we should become the pushers and start acting like that towards other people.

The last one is for inspire me to keep doing what I do and that I eventually will find out what it is exactly what for I'm doing this all. I know I love beauty and I know that I'd like to go to school for becoming a make up artist, but I'm not quite sure what I really want to do with all my interest in beauty. I sure hope that I eventually will find a way to use my passion for beauty so that I can actually do something more with it.

So in conclusion it will be a very self centered year, but I do want to put an effort into me, to get better at blogging, start doing YouTube videos on my channel and walk more towards my future and destination in life.

Happy New Year to all of you!

Eesti keeles ka natukene. Tegu on ühe ettevõtmisega, kus iga kuu saame teema, millest postitada. Täpsemalt saab lugeda SIIT. Esimene postitus on siis uue aasta inspiratsiooni teemadel. Mina valisin välja selle laulu ning need tsitaadid. Põhimõtteliselt on minu inspiratsioon uueks aastaks muutuda enda suhtes kindlamaks, st jääda kindlaks enda tõekspidamistele ja oma soovidele, arendada iseend ning tegeleda nende asjadega, mis mulel olulised on. End mitte süüdi tunda selle pärast, et usun teatud asjadesse ja tunnen huvi nt meigi vastu. Ühesõnaga tahan leida enda jaoks rohkem aega ja endaga õnnelik olla ning mitte tähelepanu pöörata ümbritsevale negatiivsusele. Pigem tahan sellest kasu lõigata ja veel paremaks muutuda. Viimane tsitaat on nagu minu jaoks loodud, minu kired võiksid mind tõesti juhtida minu sihtideni/eesmärkideni/sinna kus mul määratud olema on :)! Suht enesekeskne võib tunduda, aga tegelikult see nii ei ole, sest ma pole üel ja pahatahtlik inimene :).

Ilusat uut aastat teile kõigile!